Tumultuous Times

My whole world is spinning,

As if earth has lost its gravity.

Everything flying around and circling,

And then coming towards me with intensity.

Dodging mad shooting,

With modesty.

Maneuvering,

Without falling prey to stupidity,

I have been trying,

Somehow bring forth normality.

Way things were existing,

Prior to loss of sanity.

In this game it grows tougher even surviving,

Where so quickly people lost credibility.

Yet am I not surrendering,

With all positivity.

Bullets dropping,

In close proximity.

Ears wrecking,

At growth of sensitivity.

My nerves damaging,

At an exaggerated sentimentality.

All am I losing ?

To lack of humanity.